From the Inside Out -Hillsong
A thousand times I’ve failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I’m caught in Your grace

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

night before...couldn't sleep...anticipation and anxiety

day 1... getting into our groups, getting to know the members and we played a short game of amazing race. i've got wonderful team members.... YOUTH MEETING in the night... so many youths willing to make an impact for God's kingdom... there is hope. i sat there and i asked myself... "what can i do to bring in the youths for the Lord?"... for they are the future. i may be an adult but being there make me realise i can also be part of the growth.

day 2... i just could not focus. i could not be present. my mind is wandering... what's happening in the office, what do i need to get for my handicraft class, what do i need to do to find that part time job, what can i do to bring in the income? i was listening but i was not hearing the word. i could not get into the spirit. i am here. i want to learn. i want to grow. i want to be ready when called. i want to make a difference... but i can't if i'm not present. i prayed.

day 3... i continued praying... i am not to be defeated by my thoughts. i am here for a purpose and i am going to fulfill that purpose no matter what happens. i am going to give it my all. i prayed, i emptied myself, i prayed, i focused, i prayed, i surrendered... and i saw my comforter.

i was walking on a long narrow road. it was dark everywhere. everything's black. i was so small and the long narrow road seems never ending.. i walked and walked and i was still so small. i cried out from where i was praying and He came... so huge and yet so gentle. His hands holding mine and walking with me. i grew bigger as i walked and i know there is light at the end of the long narrow road. i continued to walk and He continued to lead. then i stretched out my other hand and i am holding someone else's hand. someone who was as small as i was before He came and soon i was holding many hands. my tears of desperation became tears of joy. i know He will be walking with me and i know i will make a difference one life at a time... this is my God moment.

to walk in Christ is not enough... hunger for the Holy Spirit to walk boldly for God's kingdom

i want to continue walking that road... and everyday i will pray for strength so that i can keep walking... non-stop... forever till His work is done.

City Harvest Church

Pastor Kong Hee



Song - Because of You
Song - Sanctuary
Song - First
Song - Beautiful

prayer requests

what you missed

to view archived posts - 1. click on the month and the homepage will show 2. click on "my journey"

July 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 September 2010 May 2011

credits and quotes

For all the wants in this world, we just need one thing - JESUS. For He is the joy, the hope and the peace. He is the way, the truth and the life.

Life is beautiful when you look upwards and outwards instead of inwards and down

Do God's work with no doubt, only faith

Let go of all your burdens and go through the eye of the needle

Colossians 1:27 - "the hope of God being seen in our world is found in you and me..and this is the way God created it.And the hope of God's love being heard is found in the words we speak"



if you remove this, i'll come after you!muahaha
wan t!ng
x x x x x x